Oh heaven you may fall
Into the pits of hell
But my sin would still be greater
Deeper than the oceans heart
Just look into my folly
And then you will feel
This disgrace I have earned
For eternity now my curse
Angels on this day will cry
The idols of god will bleed
For a future sun has fallen
Perhaps never to return again
The realm of my illusion
Today finally cut open
I see my meagre affinity
Towards the cosmic hub
I see now these black birds
To mock my soul they come
And howling my mistake out loud
In this infinite suffering am shut
My head bleeds out of ache
The beating of my heart abrupt
For I cannot bear this failure
It only cuts me up
Nothing will ever ease
This is forever going to last
A lesson very painful to learn
Makes my eyes red and numb
