Satisfaction

Was it you?

Was it you?

The one I needed?

The one I wanted?

The one I….

The dying moments of our love

Of this escapade

This poetry

That we created

This music

That we shouted

This writing

That we painted

Those dying moments

Showed me and you

Us…

Us…

The discarded petals

Of a fallen flower

The wasted drops

Of a vintage liquor

The trashed floor

Of a forgotten temple

It showed me

Showed us

Why were wrong

Why this was wrong

You were not my need

But a luxury

Not a desire

But a dream

For the moment I loved you

Was the moment my love died

And I stand here satisfied

But hollow on the inside.

Seduction

Tip toes she does, into my abode

Stepping in delicately, sans any rush

A single glide, through the silk

Now she stands, portraying on the drapes

A figure of beauty, essence of ecstasy

A source of radiance, image of poetry

Stringing on her lightly, a delicate thread of temptation

Her loose gown, flows down menacingly

Concealing little, yet hides it all

The cloak of a mistress, the bodice of a lover

A sight of pleasure, taste of desire

A fountain of sparkle, noise of Angels

Closer she steps, each one a glided performance

Enthralling me for eternity, scintillating each moment

Like a petal falling from a Rose, whisking in the air

Her locks wave behind her, dancing to a tune

A signature of perfection, moment of elation

A writing of romance, painting of summer

Crouched on my bed, a look of seduction defines her

She teases me sensuously, taking me further

And then throws me back, more with pleasure than touch

Now atop me, a devilish smile appears

A statue of creation, light of Creator

A ray of winter, touch of fear

Dancing on her lips, a sparkle on the red

Something on those curves, a secret to be told

They part now to reveal, intentions that are cruel

As one hand covers my eyes, blinding me from vision.

Shame

Oh heaven you may fall

Into the pits of hell

But my sin would still be greater

Deeper than the oceans heart

Just look into my folly

And then you will feel

This disgrace I have earned

For eternity now my curse

Angels on this day will cry

The idols of god will bleed

For a future sun has fallen

Perhaps never to return again

The realm of my illusion

Today finally cut open

I see my meagre affinity

Towards the cosmic hub

I see now these black birds

To mock my soul they come

And howling my mistake out loud

In this infinite suffering am shut

My head bleeds out of ache

The beating of my heart abrupt

For I cannot bear this failure

It only cuts me up

Nothing will ever ease

This is forever going to last

A lesson very painful to learn

Makes my eyes red and numb

Eyes of Doom

 What is this infinite depth

You conceal beneath these eyes

Of what mystery they lead the way

That someone would like to hide

Your lashes like pointing spears

Threatening if for long I stare

But still your eyes so tempting

The risk has its worth to take

Of what do they seem like a gateway

An entrance only few can make

The treasure that behind them lays

Must be worth any life one can take

Your vision ever changing

Glancing all around for your prey

Inviting with your deep dark eyes

Calling with that endless stare

One says he saw in them heaven

Another claims they reach to the moon

Different people claim different sights

None of them to the truth near

For in your eyes, you’re not hiding

It’s something that you’ve locked

Your eyes of doom

Your eyes are doom.

Queen of the Dammed

Lately i've been forced to sing

To hum the tunes of unholy repel

Bound by this sickened ring

My misery to no one i tell

Bound in this marriage of doom

My husband feeds on my wounds

With a demon i share this room

And wait for eternity to be fumed

Our minister was not a ghost

Rather the worshipper of such a spirit

To the dead we made a toast

So much of blood spilled, so explicit 

Our honeymoon in the valleys of hell

The celebration was evil and sad

Falling into this infinite well

My lover no longer that lovely lad

But all this pain n suffering that i fought

The bigger goal in my mind was scanned

My husband i killed with a single gun shot

N became the fcukin queen of the dammed

BEFORE RESTING

This pain in me that burns

this fire that rocks my soul

I want to kill you my foe

and rule this world once more

You stole all that i ever loved

you took all i had earned

my life now without a purpose

I go on to live in remorse

Had relied on you with my life

had lent you all that i could

but you stabbed me in my heart

and left me to cry every morrow

Now to kill you only i breathe

I'll choke you out of your life

and with ur head at my side

I'll go to the eternal resting high...

My Name

The lords of destiny

Engrave my name

The slaves of misery

Pray my name

The pearls of beauty

Desire my name

The demons of fury

Salute my name

The experts of monetary

Use my name

The children of happy

Chant my name

The followers of godly

Bear my name

But only if they would hurry

Or i'll change my name

Loving a Vampire

With a heavy heart I shut this door

An only opening for you

I wished to set you free

But made you instead a monster

Now you feel me inside you

More than I would like

This flow of mine you sense

No hope left for you now, dear

I wish I could take it back

Only to have you back

But of this creature you have become

I can only be food.

NEVER TO DEFY !

Set on fire the statue of god

Burn down the house of the priest

Strike out the path of love

Lets start the era of war and hate

Make every eye shed tears

Salt every wound that bleeds

Pull out every nail that grows

Claw away every skin that feels

Hijack every ship of success

Target every victorious march

Lock down every vault of joy

Spit on every soul that creeds

The child of the death will rule

No one will be dead or alive

The left humans will go to school

And will be taught never to defy.

The Black Dove

she lay on the muddy side

pearls set to drop from her eyes

in her vicinity the others strayed

not bothering to wipe away the pain

perhaps she really is an outcast

not worthy of their clan

her color to all's dismay

was the darkest part of black

her beady eyes stay lost

no hope of help now pesters

a dark gloom is what's at bay

with every breath nearing closer

she sits there deathly still

calmer than the heart of doom, if it is

for she no longer cares

how her end comes after this

the sun grows black today

all light covered by a dark disc

the clan thinks the outcast is evil, pray

they don't know whats coming their way

for the darkened day makes the black one shine

she can feel the power in her veins

her stone eyes look now yellow

her brightness in now so clear

she spreads her wings so huge

like a swodsman heaving his weapon

the sparkle from her blinding

the black queen's mind now clearer.

Loving a vampire

With a heavy heart I shut this door

An only opening for you

I wished to set you free

But made you instead a monster

Now you feel me inside you

More than I would like

This flow of mine you sense

No hope left for you now, dear

I wish I could take it back

Only to have you back

But of this creature you have become

I can only be food.

Demon's Love

On the way to heaven she lives

I see her playing with the doves

The essence that soul does give

Makes even demons believe in love

Her gentle sight spots me and flutters

Leaves me spell bound and dreamy

I love ya i want to stutter

Please love and set me free

She perhaps has the look of appraisal

But am not sure am her type

Nash, nfs. Zlot or kezal

Compared to her none is enough ripe

All that i like is stuffed in her

She has so much meaning to me

I see her n my soul shakes and stir

So easily she voows me..

Not sure i can win her heart

We're not in the same love league

Even though of heart she's a part

Chances of her liking me are bleak

The over-lord nfs has fallen

No longer i have any control

The word weaver has been maulen

Perhaps alone i'll again stroll

The Sinner

One says it is prison

One says it is home

Not sure whom to listen

I shut myself alone

This confinement of mine peculiar

Like a double edged sword

One side to wound my enemy

The other on my throat

Just look at it and tell

You may have a different opinion

For its only human to differ

And see different views

I agree I cannot leave

But my arrival wasn’t forced

I chose here to stay

Without any hesitation

This room of four walls

Without any light breeding window

I lie on the floor and gaze

On the scratches at the ceiling above

These marks that clawed this cement

They send down my spine shivers

The cold floor spikes me

Its pain I have to bear

For Lord I have sinned

And fed on the blood of my dears

I’ve slain people for pleasure

Taken lives just to amuse

I am no mythological creature

Just another ruined power craving human