It rises onto the skies

Falls deep into hell

Lingers on the surface a lot

And then again it rises

(Or does it fall once more)

Only to stop midway

Somewhere between the skies and earth

Where no good can ever may

Floating above the depths

Shrieking amidst the grey

A thunder of loudness bolts

And stops before you can face

And again it begins the ascent

(Or is it a decline, Oh pray)

To only fall back 

Somewhere in the interlude

Lost in the hush of surround

Only to begin a whisper

And soon into a sound

Like a baby it grows

Evolving into this mammal

As it guides it successor to pinnacles

It never could surmount

But you do not know that

You may never guess

For a symphony contains a million shouts

But only one that gets the applause.

Retirement

This will be my one last fight

And then I’m gonna be history

I’ll try to reach all those heights

And then there is no victory

I will testify my greatness and might

And free from expectations I will be

Into the pie of victory I will bite

And then from a distance I’ll see

The torch of my rule I will light

And then in another hand it will be

All darkness I will turn bright

And then to pay I have no fee

I will chase away all my frights

And then scared no longer I will be

All loosen bonds I will now tight

And then away I will be

Just let me win my one last fight

And then from this life I will flee.

Kill God

The angels hunt me down

Demons track my soul

Hiding in this human town

I remember my life’s one goal

A creation of the enlightened darkness

I had defied my own masters

For me no one was his highness

My mission was to be a martyr

My master’s hunter, the gothic angels

Are nearby, I sense them

My former army, now a stranger

If only I could save some of them

The devil is now the commander

And god himself the knight

Of this alliance I am the binder

But if only they could see the right

The pretty demons the hideous priests

Fire at me, at their will and accord

But I don’t care ‘bout these beasts

Good or bad, I’ll kill God

Disgrace

Lost beyond these words

I see what you won’t believe

A mind disfigured by grim

It is evil yet serene

For society an existence ceased

People can be so cruel

Trekking on this treacherous sheath

In winds of poisonous tears

An adolescence lost to pain

A teenage that wasn’t there

This age old misery reminiscent

Of why this life is a failure

The uncoloured part of a rainbow

A pilot drowning in depths

Some words better left unsaid

This sarcasm of god bitter

Like the blank page of a diary

A pretty face scarred and burnt

Some roots don’t grow any trees

They only rot in dirt

Playing this tune devoid of rhythm

Beating doors with broken hands

Screaming pathetic to myself

I break down and succumb to fear

The Dream of Love

In this dream that I saw

Me and you together

Singing in the rain

Under the cloud cover

Not marred by the cold

But enjoying our warmth

Feeling the numbness

Shearing the pleasure

Holding our both hands

Looking in to your eyes

Searching for your gaze

Yet blankness I discover

Looking straight through me

Undermining my existence

Like a brute odd force

Separating our relation

Oh then do I realize

That it is not true

For in reality

Through me straight you won’t look

This is just a nightmare

A cold play memories me, fool

For in real, you are dead

Never to be in vision

My Nights...

I’ve spent nights

Dreaming of you

Thinking of you

How I would touch you

How I would feel you

I’ve spent nights

Speaking of you

Hearing of you

How I would see you

How I would like you

I’ve spent nights

Yearning for you

Crying for you

How I would love you

How I would please you

But now that I have you

I have no nights left.

BEFORE RESTING

This pain in me that burns

this fire that rocks my soul

I want to kill you my foe

and rule this world once more

You stole all that i ever loved

you took all i had earned

my life now without a purpose

I go on to live in remorse

Had relied on you with my life

had lent you all that i could

but you stabbed me in my heart

and left me to cry every morrow

Now to kill you only i breathe

I'll choke you out of your life

and with ur head at my side

I'll go to the eternal resting high...

My Name

The lords of destiny

Engrave my name

The slaves of misery

Pray my name

The pearls of beauty

Desire my name

The demons of fury

Salute my name

The experts of monetary

Use my name

The children of happy

Chant my name

The followers of godly

Bear my name

But only if they would hurry

Or i'll change my name

Demon's Love

On the way to heaven she lives

I see her playing with the doves

The essence that soul does give

Makes even demons believe in love

Her gentle sight spots me and flutters

Leaves me spell bound and dreamy

I love ya i want to stutter

Please love and set me free

She perhaps has the look of appraisal

But am not sure am her type

Nash, nfs. Zlot or kezal

Compared to her none is enough ripe

All that i like is stuffed in her

She has so much meaning to me

I see her n my soul shakes and stir

So easily she voows me..

Not sure i can win her heart

We're not in the same love league

Even though of heart she's a part

Chances of her liking me are bleak

The over-lord nfs has fallen

No longer i have any control

The word weaver has been maulen

Perhaps alone i'll again stroll

Learn

Learn to fly away

You get to be free now

Learn to fight your way

You get to win now

Learn to make it your day

You get to breathe now

Learn to make joy and hay

You get to feel now

Learn to have your say

You get to speak now

Learn to see the sun rays

You get to play now

Learn to draw your pay

You get to earn now

Learn to kill and slay

You get to prey now.

Eyes of Doom

What is this infinite depth

You conceal beneath these eyes

Of what mystery they lead the way

That someone would like to hide

Your lashes like pointing spears 

Threatening if for long I stare 

But still your eyes so tempting

The risk has its worth to take

Of what do they seem like a gateway

An entrance only few can make 

The treasure that behind them lays

Must be worth any life one can take 

Your vision ever changing 

Glancing all around for your prey

Inviting with your deep dark eyes 

Calling with that endless stare

One says he saw in them heaven 

Another claims they reach to the moon 

Different people claim different sights 

None of them to the truth near

For in your eyes, you’re not hiding

It’s something that you’ve locked

Your eyes of doom

Your eyes are doom.