The Dream of Love

In this dream that I saw

Me and you together

Singing in the rain

Under the cloud cover

Not marred by the cold

But enjoying our warmth

Feeling the numbness

Shearing the pleasure

Holding our both hands

Looking in to your eyes

Searching for your gaze

Yet blankness I discover

Looking straight through me

Undermining my existence

Like a brute odd force

Separating our relation

Oh then do I realize

That it is not true

For in reality

Through me straight you won’t look

This is just a nightmare

A cold play memories me, fool

For in real, you are dead

Never to be in vision

My Nights...

I’ve spent nights

Dreaming of you

Thinking of you

How I would touch you

How I would feel you

I’ve spent nights

Speaking of you

Hearing of you

How I would see you

How I would like you

I’ve spent nights

Yearning for you

Crying for you

How I would love you

How I would please you

But now that I have you

I have no nights left.

Eyes of Doom

 What is this infinite depth

You conceal beneath these eyes

Of what mystery they lead the way

That someone would like to hide

Your lashes like pointing spears

Threatening if for long I stare

But still your eyes so tempting

The risk has its worth to take

Of what do they seem like a gateway

An entrance only few can make

The treasure that behind them lays

Must be worth any life one can take

Your vision ever changing

Glancing all around for your prey

Inviting with your deep dark eyes

Calling with that endless stare

One says he saw in them heaven

Another claims they reach to the moon

Different people claim different sights

None of them to the truth near

For in your eyes, you’re not hiding

It’s something that you’ve locked

Your eyes of doom

Your eyes are doom.

Queen of the Dammed

Lately i've been forced to sing

To hum the tunes of unholy repel

Bound by this sickened ring

My misery to no one i tell

Bound in this marriage of doom

My husband feeds on my wounds

With a demon i share this room

And wait for eternity to be fumed

Our minister was not a ghost

Rather the worshipper of such a spirit

To the dead we made a toast

So much of blood spilled, so explicit 

Our honeymoon in the valleys of hell

The celebration was evil and sad

Falling into this infinite well

My lover no longer that lovely lad

But all this pain n suffering that i fought

The bigger goal in my mind was scanned

My husband i killed with a single gun shot

N became the fcukin queen of the dammed

BEFORE RESTING

This pain in me that burns

this fire that rocks my soul

I want to kill you my foe

and rule this world once more

You stole all that i ever loved

you took all i had earned

my life now without a purpose

I go on to live in remorse

Had relied on you with my life

had lent you all that i could

but you stabbed me in my heart

and left me to cry every morrow

Now to kill you only i breathe

I'll choke you out of your life

and with ur head at my side

I'll go to the eternal resting high...

My Name

The lords of destiny

Engrave my name

The slaves of misery

Pray my name

The pearls of beauty

Desire my name

The demons of fury

Salute my name

The experts of monetary

Use my name

The children of happy

Chant my name

The followers of godly

Bear my name

But only if they would hurry

Or i'll change my name

Loving a Vampire

With a heavy heart I shut this door

An only opening for you

I wished to set you free

But made you instead a monster

Now you feel me inside you

More than I would like

This flow of mine you sense

No hope left for you now, dear

I wish I could take it back

Only to have you back

But of this creature you have become

I can only be food.