VOICES

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I can hear this noise
Floating in the air
Like a whisper of the unknown
It middles in my thoughts
Shouting at my peace

Staring at my joy
Envying my hatred
Justifying my fight
Of what this is a curse
Or maybe just a boon
I have no idea
Nor any clue
Only that I feel it
Deep down in my soul
Favoured by my thoughts
Yet opposed by my idea
It’s humming on its own
Like a cracker when it bursts
It explodes into a scream
Only to be nulled
By my very own vision
In see it in my eyes
Staring back at me
How I wish this was a lie
And only a dream in my sleep
But nay, the voice croons
It dares me to listen
For its only disturbing to envision
But death when I listen

Conversion

Hovering over my dead body

I see you dancing to no tune

What death means to you

I could never think

You stare into my eyes

I have no expression to return

This stoppage pains me

I wish to float with you

Just like a lie can cut

I lie here so open

Without nothing to stop you

I am your poor minion

An empty space on this floor

I am no drug for you

Will you ever feel me once

I doubt this only dream

Yet you turned me into this

I just don’t see why this you’d do

Surrender to Hell

On this pedestal of death I stand

Searching for my end

No fear now left to live

The end is now my friend

I close my eyes and whisper

To the depths of highest orders

Smite me down you now must

Turn these muscles and bones to fodder

My eyes dried up off tears

Blood now it starts to weep

Not fear or pain the cause

Just something inside deep

How did I end up here

To what I owe this grief

To answer an eternity is less

The questions although so brief

I whisper once again

Hear me Oh’ lord of silence

Take me now your captive

Your prison my ultimate penance

…And finally I open my eyes

There he stands a mighty knight

Not different from what I’d dreamt

Yet such a strange sight

Kneel in front now I must

A warrior’s end I seek

He hasn’t moved an inch

Yet suddenly so far and bleak

Oh but what a fool I’ve been

The devil is a crooked player

My surrender brands me a coward

No longer he’ll heed my prayer

My existence ends up a waste

A lifelong struggle thrown away

I fought for hell so long

Now drown in heaven’s bay.

Literature

Writing is not about framing words, rather stringing thoughts you can't say in verbal

Retirement

This will be my one last fight

And then I’m gonna be history

I’ll try to reach all those heights

And then there is no victory

I will testify my greatness and might

And free from expectations I will be

Into the pie of victory I will bite

And then from a distance I’ll see

The torch of my rule I will light

And then in another hand it will be

All darkness I will turn bright

And then to pay I have no fee

I will chase away all my frights

And then scared no longer I will be

All loosen bonds I will now tight

And then away I will be

Just let me win my one last fight

And then from this life I will flee.

Untitled / Incomplete

I lay in the darkness

Waiting for the end

Praying to my lost god

Don’t help me one more time

I look to the skies, the oblivion high

The sun as usual shining bright

It’s like a mocking sign put up

To ridicule my miserable life

Always for the end I craved

Wished to die sooner than later

Now I hear my doom approaching

I reconsider, my thoughts I clear

Kill God

The angels hunt me down

Demons track my soul

Hiding in this human town

I remember my life’s one goal

A creation of the enlightened darkness

I had defied my own masters

For me no one was his highness

My mission was to be a martyr

My master’s hunter, the gothic angels

Are nearby, I sense them

My former army, now a stranger

If only I could save some of them

The devil is now the commander

And god himself the knight

Of this alliance I am the binder

But if only they could see the right

The pretty demons the hideous priests

Fire at me, at their will and accord

But I don’t care ‘bout these beasts

Good or bad, I’ll kill God

Disgrace

Lost beyond these words

I see what you won’t believe

A mind disfigured by grim

It is evil yet serene

For society an existence ceased

People can be so cruel

Trekking on this treacherous sheath

In winds of poisonous tears

An adolescence lost to pain

A teenage that wasn’t there

This age old misery reminiscent

Of why this life is a failure

The uncoloured part of a rainbow

A pilot drowning in depths

Some words better left unsaid

This sarcasm of god bitter

Like the blank page of a diary

A pretty face scarred and burnt

Some roots don’t grow any trees

They only rot in dirt

Playing this tune devoid of rhythm

Beating doors with broken hands

Screaming pathetic to myself

I break down and succumb to fear

The Dream of Love

In this dream that I saw

Me and you together

Singing in the rain

Under the cloud cover

Not marred by the cold

But enjoying our warmth

Feeling the numbness

Shearing the pleasure

Holding our both hands

Looking in to your eyes

Searching for your gaze

Yet blankness I discover

Looking straight through me

Undermining my existence

Like a brute odd force

Separating our relation

Oh then do I realize

That it is not true

For in reality

Through me straight you won’t look

This is just a nightmare

A cold play memories me, fool

For in real, you are dead

Never to be in vision

My Nights...

I’ve spent nights

Dreaming of you

Thinking of you

How I would touch you

How I would feel you

I’ve spent nights

Speaking of you

Hearing of you

How I would see you

How I would like you

I’ve spent nights

Yearning for you

Crying for you

How I would love you

How I would please you

But now that I have you

I have no nights left.

Eyes of Doom

 What is this infinite depth

You conceal beneath these eyes

Of what mystery they lead the way

That someone would like to hide

Your lashes like pointing spears

Threatening if for long I stare

But still your eyes so tempting

The risk has its worth to take

Of what do they seem like a gateway

An entrance only few can make

The treasure that behind them lays

Must be worth any life one can take

Your vision ever changing

Glancing all around for your prey

Inviting with your deep dark eyes

Calling with that endless stare

One says he saw in them heaven

Another claims they reach to the moon

Different people claim different sights

None of them to the truth near

For in your eyes, you’re not hiding

It’s something that you’ve locked

Your eyes of doom

Your eyes are doom.

Queen of the Dammed

Lately i've been forced to sing

To hum the tunes of unholy repel

Bound by this sickened ring

My misery to no one i tell

Bound in this marriage of doom

My husband feeds on my wounds

With a demon i share this room

And wait for eternity to be fumed

Our minister was not a ghost

Rather the worshipper of such a spirit

To the dead we made a toast

So much of blood spilled, so explicit 

Our honeymoon in the valleys of hell

The celebration was evil and sad

Falling into this infinite well

My lover no longer that lovely lad

But all this pain n suffering that i fought

The bigger goal in my mind was scanned

My husband i killed with a single gun shot

N became the fcukin queen of the dammed

BEFORE RESTING

This pain in me that burns

this fire that rocks my soul

I want to kill you my foe

and rule this world once more

You stole all that i ever loved

you took all i had earned

my life now without a purpose

I go on to live in remorse

Had relied on you with my life

had lent you all that i could

but you stabbed me in my heart

and left me to cry every morrow

Now to kill you only i breathe

I'll choke you out of your life

and with ur head at my side

I'll go to the eternal resting high...

My Name

The lords of destiny

Engrave my name

The slaves of misery

Pray my name

The pearls of beauty

Desire my name

The demons of fury

Salute my name

The experts of monetary

Use my name

The children of happy

Chant my name

The followers of godly

Bear my name

But only if they would hurry

Or i'll change my name

Loving a Vampire

With a heavy heart I shut this door

An only opening for you

I wished to set you free

But made you instead a monster

Now you feel me inside you

More than I would like

This flow of mine you sense

No hope left for you now, dear

I wish I could take it back

Only to have you back

But of this creature you have become

I can only be food.

NEVER TO DEFY !

Set on fire the statue of god

Burn down the house of the priest

Strike out the path of love

Lets start the era of war and hate

Make every eye shed tears

Salt every wound that bleeds

Pull out every nail that grows

Claw away every skin that feels

Hijack every ship of success

Target every victorious march

Lock down every vault of joy

Spit on every soul that creeds

The child of the death will rule

No one will be dead or alive

The left humans will go to school

And will be taught never to defy.

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The Black Dove

she lay on the muddy side

pearls set to drop from her eyes

in her vicinity the others strayed

not bothering to wipe away the pain

perhaps she really is an outcast

not worthy of their clan

her color to all's dismay

was the darkest part of black

her beady eyes stay lost

no hope of help now pesters

a dark gloom is what's at bay

with every breath nearing closer

she sits there deathly still

calmer than the heart of doom, if it is

for she no longer cares

how her end comes after this

the sun grows black today

all light covered by a dark disc

the clan thinks the outcast is evil, pray

they don't know whats coming their way

for the darkened day makes the black one shine

she can feel the power in her veins

her stone eyes look now yellow

her brightness in now so clear

she spreads her wings so huge

like a swodsman heaving his weapon

the sparkle from her blinding

the black queen's mind now clearer.

Loving a vampire

With a heavy heart I shut this door

An only opening for you

I wished to set you free

But made you instead a monster

Now you feel me inside you

More than I would like

This flow of mine you sense

No hope left for you now, dear

I wish I could take it back

Only to have you back

But of this creature you have become

I can only be food.

Demon's Love

On the way to heaven she lives

I see her playing with the doves

The essence that soul does give

Makes even demons believe in love

Her gentle sight spots me and flutters

Leaves me spell bound and dreamy

I love ya i want to stutter

Please love and set me free

She perhaps has the look of appraisal

But am not sure am her type

Nash, nfs. Zlot or kezal

Compared to her none is enough ripe

All that i like is stuffed in her

She has so much meaning to me

I see her n my soul shakes and stir

So easily she voows me..

Not sure i can win her heart

We're not in the same love league

Even though of heart she's a part

Chances of her liking me are bleak

The over-lord nfs has fallen

No longer i have any control

The word weaver has been maulen

Perhaps alone i'll again stroll

Learn

Learn to fly away

You get to be free now

Learn to fight your way

You get to win now

Learn to make it your day

You get to breathe now

Learn to make joy and hay

You get to feel now

Learn to have your say

You get to speak now

Learn to see the sun rays

You get to play now

Learn to draw your pay

You get to earn now

Learn to kill and slay

You get to prey now.

The Sinner

One says it is prison

One says it is home

Not sure whom to listen

I shut myself alone

This confinement of mine peculiar

Like a double edged sword

One side to wound my enemy

The other on my throat

Just look at it and tell

You may have a different opinion

For its only human to differ

And see different views

I agree I cannot leave

But my arrival wasn’t forced

I chose here to stay

Without any hesitation

This room of four walls

Without any light breeding window

I lie on the floor and gaze

On the scratches at the ceiling above

These marks that clawed this cement

They send down my spine shivers

The cold floor spikes me

Its pain I have to bear

For Lord I have sinned

And fed on the blood of my dears

I’ve slain people for pleasure

Taken lives just to amuse

I am no mythological creature

Just another ruined power craving human

The Player

What is love

His only desire

What is pain

In his burnin fire

What is his plan

With consequences dire

What is the job

For which doom he hires

What is excitement

When so soon he tires

What is the reason

He hangs on that wire

What is the truth

When his surname's a liar

Eyes of Doom

What is this infinite depth

You conceal beneath these eyes

Of what mystery they lead the way

That someone would like to hide

Your lashes like pointing spears 

Threatening if for long I stare 

But still your eyes so tempting

The risk has its worth to take

Of what do they seem like a gateway

An entrance only few can make 

The treasure that behind them lays

Must be worth any life one can take 

Your vision ever changing 

Glancing all around for your prey

Inviting with your deep dark eyes 

Calling with that endless stare

One says he saw in them heaven 

Another claims they reach to the moon 

Different people claim different sights 

None of them to the truth near

For in your eyes, you’re not hiding

It’s something that you’ve locked

Your eyes of doom

Your eyes are doom.

Cure

Slowly now I see; 
All the hate you bear; 
Shadowed behind these burning flames; 
Of fear and revenge and tears; 
Those eyes of yours don’t lie; 
Not any more, my dear; 
Having seen the worst of all; 
Ain’t anything for you to fear? 
 Your hidden side now visible; 
I sense death in it; of a rotting soul I hear; 
Not believing next to me it sits; 
White as death your skin now seems; 
Like by Satan himself you’re bit; 
Possessed by demons so many; 
All this you yourself admit. 
 But now I must free thee; 
Cure you of this curse; 
For my love is not about protecting; 
It’s about saving you from worse