Thursday, February 23

Kill God



The angels hunt me down
Demons track my soul
Hiding in this human town
I remember my life’s one goal

A creation of the enlightened darkness
I had defied my own masters
For me no one was his highness
My mission was to be a martyr

My master’s hunter, the gothic angels
Are nearby, I sense them
My former army, now a stranger
If only I could save some of them

The devil is now the commander
And god himself the knight
Of this alliance I am the binder
But if only they could see the right

The pretty demons the hideous priests
Fire at me, at their will and accord
But I don’t care ‘bout these beasts
Good or bad, I’ll kill God

Tuesday, February 21

Disgrace


Lost beyond these words
I see what you won’t believe
A mind disfigured by grim
It is evil yet serene

For society an existence ceased
People can be so cruel
Trekking on this treacherous sheath
In winds of poisonous tears

An adolescence lost to pain
A teenage that wasn’t there
This age old misery reminiscent
Of why this life is a failure

The uncoloured part of a rainbow
A pilot drowning in depths
Some words better left unsaid
This sarcasm of god bitter

Like the blank page of a diary
A pretty face scarred and burnt
Some roots don’t grow any trees
They only rot in dirt

Playing this tune devoid of rhythm
Beating doors with broken hands
Screaming pathetic to myself
I break down and succumb to fear

Monday, February 20

The Dream of Love



In this dream that I saw
Me and you together
Singing in the rain
Under the cloud cover
Not marred by the cold
But enjoying our warmth
Feeling the numbness
Shearing the pleasure
Holding our both hands
Looking in to your eyes
Searching for your gaze
Yet blankness I discover
Looking straight through me
Undermining my existence
Like a brute odd force
Separating our relation

Oh then do I realize
That it is not true
For in reality
Through me straight you won’t look
This is just a nightmare
A cold play memories me, fool
For in real, you are dead
Never to be in vision

Sunday, February 19

My Nights...


I’ve spent nights
Dreaming of you
Thinking of you
How I would touch you
How I would feel you

I’ve spent nights
Speaking of you
Hearing of you
How I would see you
How I would like you

I’ve spent nights
Yearning for you
Crying for you
How I would love you
How I would please you

But now that I have you
I have no nights left.