TELL ME

Tell me when you hear my heart stop
you're the only one that knows
Tell me when you hear my silence.
you're the only one that feels
Tell me when hear my pain
you're the only one who'll know
Tell me when you see me cry
you're the only one that consoles
Tell me when you witness me fall
you're the only one who can stop
Tell me when you know it's over
you're the only one who can....

YOU

YOU....
for whom i am
For whom i breathe
for whom i talk
for whom i laugh
for whom i wink
For whom i smile
For whom i cry
For whom i walk
For whom i see
For whom i believe
For whom i creed
For whom i suppress
For whom i show
For whom i'll die...!

The Player

What is love
His only desire
What is pain
In his burnin fire
What is his plan
With consequences dire
What is the job
For which doom he hires
What is excitement
When so soon he tires
What is the reason
He hangs on that wire
What is the truth
When his surname's a liar

ROBBED

Robbed in the middle of the night

my heart has been stolen from me

i couldn't even put up a fight

and just let the thief walk free

her deep breathing too hypnotic

her locks swept back in a braid

her sense n style so erotic

let this go on forever, i prayed

so stylishly she made her moves

swept me literally off my feet

n then gone like a horse with hooves

don't know if agan we'll meet

everything i ever earned is gone

i feel like a lifeless soul

lying there helpless i wait for dawn

instead of my heart now is a hole

she took it all, except my life

left me high n dry alone

would have loved to make her my wife

but another crush now again i'll call

LOVE NEVER DIES

Here i lie unclaimed

Disowned by my love

Charges against me framed

Sand on me they shove

Life is draining out of me

Soon i will be gone

Only i thing that i wish to see

Her face before the dawn

No hope remains, no sign

Of my dying wish being fulfilled

There's no use now to whine

As my own suffering is willed

My tomb stone has been laid

It bears a curse for my name

Buried in the land of satan's raid

Only my heart is to blame

The bed of my death decorated

My body buried in sand n blood

But i know that my love is elated

As she throws me into hell's flood

My last words are choked n coarse

On my death bed though i lie

I promise i'll return to that whore

'Coz this war for my love won't die

DETAILS

The god I worship : faded

The devil I fear : disappeared

The happiness I enjoy : doomed

The sorrow I bear : gone

The color of life : blank

The pyre of doom : bed

The soul I had : sold

The feelings I bore : crushed

The search for life : continued

The final attempt : failed

The nightmares of hell : screened

The canvas of life : burnt.

demon's love

On the way to heaven she lives

I see her playing with the doves

The essence that soul does give

Makes even demons believe in love

Her gentle sight spots me and flutters

Leaves me spell bound and dreamy

I love ya i want to stutter

Please love and set me free

She perhaps has the look of appraisal

But am not sure am her type

Nash, nfs. Zlot or kezal

Compared to her none is enough ripe

All that i like is stuffed in her

She has so much meaning to me

I see her n my soul shakes and stir

So easily she voows me..

Not sure i can win her heart

We're not in the same love league

Even though of heart she's a part

Chances of her liking me are bleak

The over-lord nfs has fallen

No longer i have any control

The word weaver has been maulen

Perhaps alone i'll again stroll

Reeling On....

No one cares no one feels

They never understood my pain

Through the spiked road I reel

All my help goes in vain

They never understood they never can

Never were they true to me

Whenever I needed they ran

For being caring I’ve paid the fee

Never did someone lend me a hand

Never were they there for me

I’m slipping into this quick sand

But no one will hear my plea

Everyone has broken the trust

They all thought I am zero

But now I’ll arise from the crust

And be crowned the awakened fallen hero….!!

THE TYRANT

As the warlords cried

The battle cats leaped

The unknowing tyrant sighed

This victory had not been cheap

As the bodies were cleared

The bloody killers crowned

The unknowing tyrant lied

This army had not been meek

As the common masses were told

The losers castle robbed

The unknowing tyrant tried

This kingdom was so surreal

As the chariots were loaded

The donkeys back laden

The unknowing tyrant defied

This land will not see the next peer

As more blood the warriors craved

The innocent people prayed

The unknowing tyrant nay'ed

This land's ashes will add to his rep and fear

The exiled forest…. x-(

Hurried the silent wind

Like that ghostly rider

To the deathly tree it grinned

Making the solemn path wider

This forest is drenched with blood

It has had all cruelty

Passers drown in the deathly flood

It is the devil’s city

The wandering spirits shriek

The headless creatures play

The animals here are freaks

There is no light or ray

It is fed by the river of the dead

The mountains of doom surround

As fruits the trees have heads

Of humans who went here and around

The eyeless witches dance

Around the statue of the crow

They eat the organs of man

And plants of hell they sow

Even sun avoids this place

Of blood is the only rain

The headless surreys race

The atmosphere is of pain

This place is worse than hell

There is no damn escape

The devil wants to sell

Even he can’t bear this rape

The werewolves here never transform

The vampires never sleep

Arises here a storm

Whenever those witches weep

Busted hearts are piled

Half eaten by some creature

All the freaks here are exiled

Only brutality this forest features….

NEVER TO DEFY !

Set on fire the statue of god

Burn down the house of the priest

Strike out the path of love

Lets start the era of war and hate

Make every eye shed tears

Salt every wound that bleeds

Pull out every nail that grows

Claw away every skin that feels

Hijack every ship of success

Target every victorious march

Lock down every vault of joy

Spit on every soul that creeds

The child of the death will rule

No one will be dead or alive

The left humans will go to school

And will be taught never to defy.

ONE MORE MOMENT

As i fall into her hands

I remember all our time

The pretty moments we shared

The cute little fights we had tied

My blood flows like a river

I dont have much more time

Try to see you i once again

But cant even open my eyes

Hear you scream and cry, we weep

Only want another moment to live

Wish we could make out once again

And spend eternity in this life

The white light now i see, it is time

Have to leave my love tonight

Once more to breathe i try

But against death i'll lose this fight

I gasp and shake and try

Try to touch your pretty face

But my hand my control defies

And falls down just like my life....

THE TUTOR...

He is the son of the man

Who was haunted by the priest

The trainer of the boy

Who will crush the dreaded beast

He is the brother of the girl

Who was whored by the gods

The master of the man

Who will defy the cruel lords

He is the lover of the blonde

Who was scarred by the mob

The educator of the child

Who will make the people sob

He is the father of the lad

Who was crushed by the demon

The guide of the warrior

Who will drink the infertile's venom

DIN'T....

I was murdered

But i did not die

I was pushed

But i did not fall

I was loved

But i did not feel

I was bought

But i did not sell

I was heard

But i did not say

I was beaten

But i did not weep

I was called

But i did not recieve

I was guided

But i did not believe

I was sinned

But i did not pray.

Love at First Sight....

I looked at her

She looked at me

Dressed in fur

Her beauty I could see

Those bright blue eyes

Were simply stunning

Her nature appeared nice

Towards me she was running

Her soul was so tender

Only love it commanded

When god was about to send her

In her love he 2 would have landed

My eyes didn’t blink

My heart missed all beats

I thought I should wink

But then decided to play neat

When she ran past me

It was like that lovely spring breeze

Only joy this sadist could see

I wanted the time to freeze

But then her steps halted

She came back to me

My body felt bolted

I wanted 2invite hr for tea

Maybe she had the same plan

Maybe something I should say

But she whispered n ran

She had said happy brother’s day

My Name

The lords of destiny

Engrave my name

The slaves of misery

Pray my name

The pearls of beauty

Desire my name

The demons of fury

Salute my name

The experts of monetary

Use my name

The children of happy

Chant my name

The followers of godly

Bear my name

But only if they would hurry

Or i'll change my name

Lost Soul...

The vision I saw collapsed

The flight I boarded crashed

The bonds I cashed lapsed

The things I sorted mashed

The pain of life continued

The misery of sorrow went on

Always was I guilty in a feud

But support I always lent on

Sunshine never came

Here spring never lasted

I always craved for fame

Everything else was blasted

The mere thought of success

Now is a jewel for this pauper

I always wanted in excess

But seldom was I the topper

The door I wanted to enter

Is now shut on my face

I never needed a mentor

But now I’m crawling in the race

What went wrong is no mystery

It is all crystal clear

I wanted to guard a cemetery

Even though the dead I fear

The path ahead is hazy

I can make it good or bad

My ambitions till now were crazy

But now I’m a different lad

I’ve got the solution, got the clues

I only need to apply

But my life is in such a blue

I don’t know if on myself I can rely…….

Instead…..

Instead of running

I decided to fly

Instead of winning

I wanted to crush

Instead of love

I desired beauty

Instead of support

I commanded slaves

Instead of friends

I liked flatterers

Instead of goodwill

I dreamt fame

Instead of respect

I earned fear

Instead of life

I breathed doom…..