On this pedestal of death I stand
Searching for my end
No fear now left to live
The end is now my friend
I close my eyes and whisper
To the depths of highest orders
Smite me down you now must
Turn these muscles and bones to fodder
My eyes dried up off tears
Blood now it starts to weep
Not fear or pain the cause
Just something inside deep
How did I end up here
To what I owe this grief
To answer an eternity is less
The questions although so brief
I whisper once again
Hear me Oh’ lord of silence
Take me now your captive
Your prison my ultimate penance
…And finally I open my eyes
There he stands a mighty knight
Not different from what I’d dreamt
Yet such a strange sight
Kneel in front now I must
A warrior’s end I seek
He hasn’t moved an inch
Yet suddenly so far and bleak
Oh but what a fool I’ve been
The devil is a crooked player
My surrender brands me a coward
No longer he’ll heed my prayer
My existence ends up a waste
A lifelong struggle thrown away
I fought for hell so long
Now drown in heaven’s bay.
